except for mondays which were never good anyways

not saying that its going to be a bad monday, that song just jumped into my head. and i plan on following it for the week. incase you were wondering what happened at that party on friday, well... i wouldnt know. i didnt go. i painted a wall in my room instead. hung up clothes that were packed. ran out of hangers. opened some boxes. got a massive hand cramp from painting. had hot dogs for dinner with orange juice.... it was anything but a college party. and ya know what? im ok with that. im going to be in college for years. im sure ill get around to going to a party at somepoint. and ya know what else? id rather dave be there. having someone to dance with, and stand or sit next to is always better than just going with a friend. granted lexi is a great friend. but. its just not the same.

Didnt really do much today, helped my dad organize part of his office, painted more of my wall. this has taken three days thus far just doing the squares. its gonna take at least another two to finish and one more for all of the touch-ups im going to have to do. anyways, here are the pictures:

SUNDAY

sigh, today is the first sunday in months that i am not going to attend church. the church i would usually go to is about 2 hours away. its just not feasable. this makes me sad. i cant see the people i would usually see, talk to those i usually talk to. no more girl dates. it was uplifting. it was my social outting of the week.

this is fake

well, rather, this was written and schuled to be posted. this way i would at least have something for today. but, im still not really unpacked. i prolly wont be for the next three years hahaha. its gotten to the point where i dont know where to put things anymore. so. its in the middle of my floor, or on my dresser, or in a plastic bag in my closet. fun stuff. i cant really walk in my room, because my slippers are too big for the trails. i need assistance.

events to unfold?

so today i woke up, putzed around for a bit. went to lexi's. chilled out. lost a game of pool (i hit the stupid 8 ball) and she invited me to a party for tomorrow, which i guess is today now... not really sure whats gonna happen. theres two on the same day. im a little nervous. ive never been to a college party before, and my bf is in chicago. my protector isnt here to keep me safe, and to keep me from doing stupid stuff.....

back from chicago and moved in

wow a lot has happened since i first posted. chicago was AMAZING and i cant wait to go back in august! yesterday my friends helped me move in, they ended up carting some of my stuff about two hours away because it didnt all fit in my dad's truck and my car. never realized how much crap i have. when they went to leave they got stuck in a snow bank. the fire chief had to come and pull them out.

all and all it was a good day. last night however, my cat decided to become a chatter box. would not stop. i HAD to be touching him. but he didnt figure out that i wasnt getting out of bed for him until around 6:30 this morning. he hasnt really talked since. i win?

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incase you havent been reading. im leaving for chicago tomorrow! im so excited! I havent seen my boyfriend in a month! i cant wait!!!!

so today

so today i get a call from my den mother if you will at 11am saying that she figured i was up (i wasnt) and that i need to move my boxes out of the room because they are "in the way". they were all stacked neatly in the corner of the room for one. and not really blocking anything. AND im leaving in like a week. cant she just hold out till then? i dont understand. they werent in the way of anything and they werent hurting anyone. they were just sitting politely in thier corner, minding thier own business. this family is insane.

today is a complaining day. incase you hadnt noticed

now im trying to get my dad to help me with my fafsa, but he hasnt called me back in over two hours and this needed to get done awhile ago. my own fault i know. but still. he hasnt even done his taxes yet. so i have to fill it out differently. i just want to be in chicago. now. actually, a month ago. im sick of these strange inbetweens. cant it be black and white? blue and orange? red and green? purple and yellow? none of this brown crap. anyone catch the artistic reference? or the brown crap? no? yes? maybe? whatever. i want it to be clean cut. (doesnt everyone?) either live at home with parents -id rather die- or be on my own. i dont understand the difficulty. its frickin called freedom. a chance to see what i really am without the constraint of others. i wanna be able to come and go as i please with no one waiting up saying "where were you?" maybe ill want it back later. but certainly not now.

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